It can never be the same again i know
I can never trust another person as much as i did before
But all the memories just keep coming back now and then
and sometimes i wonder if i did the right thing
From the day that u said those to me
I know i will take quite some time for me to have complete trust in it again
But now i realised that i need a much longer time for me to recover from it
And i know i can never really forget it all
Because it left me with too deep a cut
For me to really trust another person that much again
With all my heart i did not want to admit
But i really miss those times we have had
Tell me
What is the meaning of forever?
No one really knows what i'm really thinking inside me
Not even a real single person
I want to keep all this to myself
But i found i cannot handle it well
So i wrote all this here
To let it all out
And i hope that the empty feeling inside me will go away
