It's this shi†

Its nights like these
The ones where the depression
Beats me down just so it can
Get out all its aggression

Its nights like these
When thoughts spin in my head
Leave me dizzy and twisted
As the black fades to red

Its nights like these
I feel like Im dying solo
Realizing Ive never had a friend
When Im sad that I can go to

Its nights like these
I start to actually feel
Once was what I wanted
Seems to have lost all appeal

Its nights like these
I plead for the tears
To wash away the headache
Bleeding from my ears

Its nights like these
Panic floods the air
Spills out of my lungs
As Im crushed with despair

Its nights like these
That the dire urge exists
To violently scream
And slit open my wrists

But its a night like this one
When I just feel like dying
Concluded that Im just to
Worthless to keep trying