All my life I've had to live
as a back hand
always in the back drop
never in the front
taking care of others feelings
never worrying about my own
took care of my brothers, my sister and my mother
always giving them all ive got
never leaving any for me
went days without eating
to make sure they were full
went days without clean clothes
to make sure they looked good
school, work, home, and again
never goin out
always staying home.
too scared to leave
what if they need my help?
always off with their pple
never worrying about me at home.
i just wish they'd understand
I'm 17 years old
i wanna go out and have fun
i wanna stay out all night
and not worry about what might happen
but most of all i just wanted them to notice me
