It hurt so much

It hurt so much....

I believed it was true
Don't worry, no fear
You said, I love you
I'll always be here.

And where are you now?
Where are the promises you made?
Now you're nothing but a shadow
Standing by my window at the gate.

As for me i sit on the floor
I pick up an already used blade
Pushing inside and craving for more
All cause of a cruel game you played

You tore my feelings
And shuddered my trust
With million and millions of pieces
My heart turned into dust.

I'm mad at you
And i want you to die
I'm mad at you
Because you made me cry.

You made me cry
I cried a thousand tears.
Why did you have to lie?
You said don't worry, no fears...

I was mad at you
And i wanted you to die
The choices were
For me or you to die.

I sat on the floor
And the choices were made
I killed myself tonight
All cause of a cruel game you played

It hurt so much....