As i sit in the dark i think of my life
always living a lie will all these smiles and blue eyes
why cant you see whats really me you know me best
is this what I'm destined to be just hoping for a better day or for me to just take my own life away
god what did i do wrong
i try to keeps strong but I'm falling apart cant you see
every time people ask me if I'm alright its just a reminder that I'm not
just let me be
let me face this forever going fight of finding myself and just looking for my life
let me pretend that I'm alright and I'll be fine
i know its not true but what else can i do
so i will just sit in the dark and continue to dream
