Give Him Back To Me

I walk outside to get away
Today my heart got ripped out
I feel my eyes filling up with tears as I begin to shout
in pain
The clouds are gloomy as it begins to rain
Why is this all happening to me
did I do something wrong
I need to calm down I need to stay strong
But I loved him dearly
He was barely 23
Why would you take him from me
He was to young to leave
I look up at the sky
searching for an answer maybe a clue
on why someone so perfect had to go so soon
but there was no answer or clue's
So now I'm stuck here with this image of his face
with no trace of where he might be
I fall to my knees crying out loud begging god please
take me give him back his life
can't you hear me
can't you see
I'm willing to give up everything
My home my job my life
Just god please bring him back to me