Some Ills

I have a mind encased in pains
I have a soul clad in armor
I have a heart wrapped in chains
I tried to stay out of this life
My dad won't stay out of mine
Now I have a girl who's my life
I tried cutting to stop the ills
I tried hanging to stop the pain
I tried to O.D. by taking some pills
I was going to kill my self with a gun
Even though i felt I won
I knew I had lost it all
No one was on my side
I was almost lost to the demon
By the name of suicide!