Too much thoughts

Walking out into the cold fall air
so much running through my head
hatred
love
lies
secrecy
everything

I look up to the moon
asking what happened

the wind runs through me
sending chills up my spine

I can't even begin
to imagine
what happened
this awful day

It felt like
someone was pulling my heart out
and leaving me there to die

walking away from my misery
with so much in my head
one look back
and that place will never be the same