I wasnt always honest with you, i know.
i tryed to earn the trust back but i dont think i ever did , i tryed to keep my word and show you ive changed , during the summer i thought you were sure to leave i couldnt tell but i knew it was hard threw the whole steven thing and i still regret that and im sorry but you never cuold trust me that i wouldnt do it agian . i cryed many times over the months every thousand tear was for you , i never wanted you to leave but i didnt know id be the one leavin you , i miss you so much but no matter how much i wnat you back i know we have to work things out and im sure we will i just want to be with you , your the only one i want the only one i need, im the happiest when your with me. i dont know how i got by these past days even evething feels the same , when were together im so happy to be with you i never want to let you go , i just want the \\\"us\\\" back before its to late , i dont want to cry another tear to think that you l\\\'ll never be here.