My life is blank
There is no beginning nor end
No one is there to love or nurture me
I live my life alone
So i cry every night
My tears are the only friends i have
Do you ever feel like dying?
I do
More thank you would ever know
The days are harder to live for
I know yet again i will be on my own
I think of the razor
It's beautiful steel piercing through my pale flesh
But I must decline
As sad as I am I do not want to die
I will wait for a beginning
Or even an end
Wait for the day I have someone to love and be loved by
But I know that will never happen
I know I am a horrible person
I've done too many horrible things
This is where it has to end
Good-Bye
