His playground

This is his play ground.
It has always been his.
He rules us.
He makes sure some of us get there.
Hell.
But then.
He gives most of you.
A life of peace and happiness.
He just pushed me to far.
To far that i sat there weeping.
For what i had done.
For i had no time left.
I fell.
As my blood and tears mixed.
it was to late.....