Sugar Coated Words

I lay my head down
hoping for sleep
It never comes
My thoughts are too deep

I have a one track mind
Reminding me what I left behind
I can't believe I'm without my knife
But I really wish to end my life

If only you were here to hole me
If only I could feel your kiss
If only you could see
How your the one I miss

I long for your touch
and your sugar coated words
I long and I lust
but I'm dead, haven't you heard?

Te sweetness of your I love you's
The sour of my rejected feelings
Just sugar coat your kiss
The red, the blood, my wrist

Samantha
Written in Blood