Fake

I wake up each morning
a forced smile on my face
the laugh to cover my tears

getting through each day
is just so hard
I don't know why
but I'm just so pathetic
I just can't help it

How am I supposed to
get through
everyday of my life

I can't put on a show
each and every day

Will I laugh again?
for real this time
or will I have to put on a fake smile
and pretend I'm okay
when I know I'm not.

Or will I cry
and pretend for the rest of my life?

I've tried to be happy
I've tried to let go
but nothing works

I'm just a fake
and always will be.

untill I find the real me
I will be a fake...