You had no idea you coulda saved my life

When you sit downstairs.
Watching TV.
You think i am upstairs doing homework.
But I'm not.
i am crying.
slicing away at my skin.
hoping.
just hoping.
that i will.
cut to deep.
one day.
i will be on the 2nd floor.
you will be downstairs.
you'll have no idea you
could have.
saved
me
life.
when you were watching that TV.
i was above you
dying.