I'm so lost right now,
Stuck inside these feelings, I don't know how,
I just know things have changed,
And all this feels so strange,
Feeling far away from life,
Seeing these cuts from the knife,
With each step I take,
Is just another mistake,
I see you lying there,
With all the pain that you bare,
I wish I could take it all away,
So that you could live one more day,
I made you cry,
Because I tried to die,
But I now see a new light,
And I am not going to fight,
I caused this pain to everyone,
And I don't know what I have done,
But as it seems,
Each day is full of screams,
Do you understand now,
Why I tried to do this and how,
Your too blind to see what is around,
And why I am so down,
I laughed cause I thought you cared,
Not even an I love you could u dare,
But that's ok,
Because it will never be another gray day.
