Have you ever help pills in your hand?.
have you ever held the knife so close to your throat wishing it was all over?
Mom Dad.
oh god. i am so sorry for doing this to you. i just couldn't take it anymore. i was everyones favorite thing to hate. you thought i was happy. you were sadly mistaken. i am sorry you had to lose everyone and now your daughter. but. i am however in a better place. i am out of pain. don't say. we could have helped her. i was far beyond help. i just was a rejection and that god put me here. by mistake. so know i am in my right full place. i am sorry.
M****
Don't be sad. I know I'm not here anymore for you to laugh with. I am sorry i had to leave. please don't cry.you were my only friend. and i thank you for not hating me as everyone else did. when ever you need a laugh. think of my dumb ass stories.
love always.
B****
