Why??

Why do you hate me?
what have I ever done to you
besides try to be your friend
try to stand by you through it all
what ever happened to us, to best friends forever?
you said you\\\'d stay by me this year
even if it was hard
you didn\\\'t think it would be
but it was wasn\\\'t it?
you cant be best friends with 2 people who are enemies
so you chose HER
and left me standing in the dark
is it really that hard for you
to once in awhile
say how are you or even a hello?
Have i let you down by letting her down?
shes just too important
so if you chose one person it wont be me
it wasn\\\'t me.
you say I\\\'m being dramatic and over sensitive
but have you ever had your best friends hate you?
Have you ever trusted someone so much to tell them everything, just to have them stab you in the back?
Do you know what its like to eat lunch alone, cry yourself to sleep at night, and just want to die?
To feel physically sick because you\\\'ve been hurt so bad?
Everytime you\\\'re with her and I walk by my heart breaks
After losing everyone you were the only person I thought would stay by me
but you didn\\\'t
I mist have never meant anything to you if you can forget me so fast
like nothing we ever did, none of our memories and inside jokes ever mattered
its killing me inside
why do you hate me?