My Lonely Suicide

I'm all alone and nobody cares
no one to talk to no one but air
sitting alone on my bedroom floor
thinking of suicide like times before

But this time is different
i can feel it in my skin
i have the blade in my right hand
I'm about to cut in

I cut my left wrist deep inside
pressure hits my brain
i can feel my heart beat
beating through my veins

My heart rate is increasing
beating faster than ever before
now my body is getting numb
and my hand grips the floor

The pain is so intense
but feels so good inside
i wonder what its like to be dead
because today i just might die

A split second decision is made
i decide to go ahead
i cut my wrist three more times
now its covered red

As i fall backward on the floor
things start running slow
all my body's energy is gone
and my vision is running low

My breath is getting shorter
and my heart is about to stop
so i take my last breath
and cry my last TEAR DROP!!