Dead Again

Everything inside of me,
It's all pain
Nothing to regain
On the floor, self-slain
A lifeless body
Sprawled on the floor
Open the closet
Shut and lock the door
Just one dead man
Who died all alone
Thought his world was turning around
But it became un-sewen
Untwined, but confined
To this pitless abyss
Sick of the same old sh!t
My life, I will not miss
So "F" you and "F" them all
Just like my room
As I stare at my walls
There all closing in
Yet I do not call
I don't even want to try
I'd rather be crushed and die
Than live and be alive