My weakness

It takes but a second to realize the truth,
Falling from love hurts; and I have the proof
I felt hope and love; I guess it turned out a mistake,
I've realized that getting over you is a hard journey to take

After dropping the love, out sprung instant hate
I spoke of hate and hurt, then truth appeared a bit late.
I did not want to love you but hating you was hard to sort out,
Feeling like I'd never felt, I wanted dreadfully to shout.

What a step to take, deep devoted love to twisted hate and fear,
My polarization of the situation was becoming increasingly clear.
Now is seems I am back to like as in like instead of like as in attraction,
But it seems I'm still drawn to you and stripped of satisfaction.

Because things are changing so quickly, I don't know what is real,
Love, like or really hate, I'm confused by how I feel.
With so much emotion, I have to find what's true,
The problem is all I am sure of, is that my greatest weakness is you.

for Alex