A Lie?

Even through all my pain
I'm there for you
in the middle of the night
I'm there for you

i love you like a sister
i trust you more than myself
i tell you more than i can think of
you are more like me than me

you confide in me
your always there for me

but with all that
i still cant tell you
of my darkest pain
for it will hurt you to much

you may never know
the one thing
that makes me hurt
and I'm sorry for this

i feel guilty all the time
i feel as though I'm a fake
as though i live a lie

i love you i do
please don't be mad
at my dishonesty