In me you cause a allergic reaction
its like a spider bite in a muscle causes pain but a sense of excitement in you not being able to move trapped as if in a tank full of water and you are almost out of breath and as you go to take your last breather you fall plunging into the ice water filling your lungs with salt water dehydration from the inside out I'm not insane i promise i just have a infatuation with pain over come by death the very feeling knowing you are so close that you have the power but you have to be careful suicide is illegal if you get caught you could go to jail with little red blood stains on the wrist's that seem to never go away you can try anything everything it wont work its a waist of time sometimes i sit here night after night my friends say they understand but the really don't have a clue heart break doesn't faze me anymore its been shattered to many times its no use don't waste your time on trying to put a mirror back together it will only back fire stabbing you in the back
