The Blame

The blame rests not on Pip,
You thought she was trouble.
But she was my only support,
Together we searched through rubble.

We were looking for hearts,
To love us and care.
After all the bruises obtained,
We found one another was there.

Now i don't even know where she is,
I fear I've lost her forever.
Through all the heartache,
We said we would be together.

The blame rests not on Ash,
Even though she was a mess.
She always tried to be there,
She never gave any less.

Though after a while,
I only felt used.
Just a dumpster to her,
I felt so abused.

But now she's gone,
And she seems so strong.
I'm so happy for her,
I hope she does no wrong.

The blame rests not on PAJ,
My year 7 group of friends.
We were so happy at times,
Didn't think it'd come to such an end.

Yes i came home crying a lot,
But they were fragile times.
I was a bundle of nerves,
It's not like they committed a crime.

Now it hurts though,
Because the feeling wasn't shared.
We were never what i thought,
My feelings have been spared.

The blame rests not on Kate,
She is the light of my life.
I love her to bits,
Although she's put me through strife.

I have never felt so much pain,
As the days of those betrayals.
Yet she's the one who knows me best,
I know she never meant to fail.

She's misunderstood i know,
Sometimes it's so hard to confide.
Because i need to be strong,
As much as i want to hide.

The blame rests on me,
Mum and Dad don't you see?
My one and only enemy,
Whenever i see her, i don't want to be.

The blame rests on me,
I can't explain the hate i feel.
The pain i put myself through,
If it's all me, how can i heal?

*pretty crap poem...but i love all these people to death. The poem is to my parents who always seem to blame these friends for how i am...wish they would know...love u all xxx
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