My change

Can you tell me how I used to be?
Cause, no kidding, I forgot.
I can't remember anything
No kidding, it must be the pot

Didn't I used to be smart?
I used to get straight A's
Oh, there's something I remember
From those good ol' days

Oh, and didn't I smile?
And by this I mean for real
A smile that was genuine
A smile I could feel

Yeah, I think I remeber
all those laughs and some cries
But I don't quite know what happened
It seemed to change over-night

I didn't wake up one morning
and plan to throw my life away
and I don't think I saw it coming
but it didn't just happen in a day

so before you know it there I am
in way over my head
crying myself to sleep
and wishing I were dead

But even though I hated it
I just couldn't quit
It was something I needed
And I wanted it

And here I sit
Hating time
and expressing it all
in these pointless rymes

I'm losing everything
but the one thing I have are my friends
who I'll love forever
It never ends