Family Pain

Sick of all the arguments and shouting,
All I ever hear is constant yell of my name,
Sometimes I wonder if your ever gonna hit me,
It's all part of the family pain.

I wish I could just pick up my stuff and leave,
Run out the door and jump on a plane,
Fly to a remote location where I can be happy,
It's all part of the family strain.

I don't wanna see you face no more,
Everyday I wish I didn't have to return back,
To the place where I have to lock myself up,
Where everything turns into black.

I don't need all that,
My life is already full of hatred and hell,
You don't have to make it worse for me,
But still, I hide it and wish not to tell.

My social life is breaking down as we speak,
And all you do is add to the troubling time,
I just want everything to be OK,
And to speak of whats on my mind.

My friends don't respect me no more,
And all your doing is making me feel so bad,
So I put on an act,
And pretend not to be sad.

I wish I could just go to bed and never awake,
Cos I know the day is going to bring heartache,
Nothing will never be the same,
And all of my happiness has gotten so fake.

Sick of all the arguments and shouting,
All I ever hear is constant yell of my name,
Sometimes I wonder if your ever gonna hit me,
It's all part of the family pain.