Never Seen

I just sit and stare,
Feeling everyone glare.
They've seen me like this,
Never seen me barely exist.
Never seen me melt into whats around,
They've never seen me totally torn down.
Here i am, and here I'll stay,
Because these nightmares won't go away.
I sit in the shadow,
Here's the freak show.
No expression just a tear,
No expression but in fear.
In fear of the memories running away,
While i will just sit and stay.
I will just stare and sit,
Because i just don't give a sh it.