4 become 5

I'm running forward
But you're holding back
I'm searching for your secret
The one that's drenched in black
I knew there was another
You gave along with me
The snow is overcastting
Through lies I cannot see
So tell me where they're hiding
Or lead me just to find
Please tell me if they're here at all
It's unsettling my mind
You dared to make it easy
Denying this was real
It's time to face the music
And think how I must feel
You cannot change your actions
No reversing to the start
You created your destruction
So complete your final part

*To my fifth sibling...You cannot be the blame of his lies...I've never met you but your not just a half to me your one whole*