I lye here cold and heartbroken
thoughts of you race through my head
I wish and pray that you think of me to
every time I think about you I cry
I cry because I love you, I cry because i am scared
If only you knew how much I really loved you
my tears stream down my face
oh how badly I want to tell you
but i am scared to show you
i am scared of getting hurt
i am scared that you wont feel the same way
oh how many times I've been down this track, and yet I still want you
If only you could see
If only you could read my mind
If only you understood
every time we talk I don't know what to say
I hide behind these shades of blue
hoping that you'll see you mean so
much to me
I hope that you love me to
If only you knew
