Ok wow...oMG that is an amazing poem hun (cant believe i havent commented on it yet:O)
i'm so happy for u and i know this doesnt mean it'll be smooth sailing but at least u have help and ppl who truly love and care u. Hope u stick at the 'no-cutting' hun..just think if u can do it for a week..u can do it for 2, then a month etc...:P

umm i think i already talked to u bout the whole, boyf/bestf thin but wow that still surprises me...
hope to talk to u soon...
luv ya oxxoxo