I hate that I care for you so much
I hate that I still crave your touch
Because I know damn well you don't care
Because I know that when your out you wont be there
I know you and I have gone thru hell
But I see those times as stories to tell
And even though I know, I hold on to you
Because thats all my hearts seems to want to do
I tell myself I have to let go
That boy there don't love you no more
But the only thing my heart seems to hear
Is my mind replaying all our past years
And I know you do care about me
Just not the way that it used to be
Remember those times that you were mine
When my smile was always on your mind
When you used to say I was you girl
That you loved no one more in this world
Those times faded so quick and fast
I really thought that we would last
I know that you know how I feel
I tell you that my love is still real
But somehow you have kept me apart
You haven't let me back into your heart
We talk now like we used to then
And I am really hoping that you be my man
That you will love me once again
And this time stay together till our end
But I know that I cant change your heart
I've known that since the very start
What I want you to understand
Is I am your perfect girl, your my perfect man
We belong together and I know that you know
You and me have that connection, that flow
I'm not just your ex, I am your friend
That is why you I will always defend
I will stand by you no matter the case
All our bad moments my mind erased
I will be there for you because I love you
Even though I know I shouldn't care about you
So thats why I say I hate to love you
Because I am just a friend to you
I really wish you would say something to me
Let me know that you still love me
But I know you wont say anything like that
I am just the mother of your child just that
Nothing more than a use to be
How I hate wishing you still loved me
