Seeing You

Seeing you
made me angry inside.
I felt like screaming
I wished you would of died.

You riped me into pieces
over and over again.
I thought you were different
but you're just the same as you always been.

You treated me like crap
and yet I still feel for you.
Why can't I get you out of my head?
I wish I knew what to do.

Long lost love
from long before
hurting over and over again
and yet I feel hurt some more.

Why am I so stupid
to look back at you once again?
Why do I waste my time
thinking you will change within?

I have to move on
and I know that now.
I'm just waiting for the right time
and for someone new to show me how.

**Votes and Comments Welcomed**
Thanks-a-bunch, Jen