The road is so still today
not even the wind waves
i walk alone
nothing to move me
so sad
i look in the mirror there is lots of dust
i blow it away to feel my wounds
i cant see any as i fool myself
a Messiah i thought has me behead
wht a fool i was
as i walk alone
sitting on my bed looking at the sheet
another sheet appears which was so close to me
yet wen i walk in that room the sheets disappear
the same bed is so alien again
the place where is had her she gives in to someone else
i watch that sheet close again as it becomes my distress call
wretched
am i
drenched in blood
the pool covering to my knees
i look at my hand as i had it deep cut
it feel I'm gonna faint
i walk into a site watching her sigh in his arms
is it a my dream, no my nightmare!!!
i come out and reach,, i have to forget her
she deserves not my love but only pain
so shall be her fate
she will have all the wealth have all the pleasure but true love shall not touch her heart as she waits in vain,
cry for me she will but i will not be the same
someone says,,,,,,,,,,come out of it
sm say forget her, sum tell me to die,,,,sum tell me to live again sum Tell me to fly,, sum say find another some don\'t even try!
i left in the confusion wonder about the thoughts
there is dust all over the mirror again
these thoughts r my pain
main culprits ,,,,,,,,,,,,,they cry to me scream,, make me back again
i try to stop them but they r like work of devil for me
now u tell me
what is wrong wid me
y don't i talk
y i don't react wen i feel so lonely
u tell me whats wrong wid me?
