These thoughts inside won't go away
The questions inside keep yearning
Why do I have these thoughts each day
Deep inside is it death I'm yearning
Do I really want to die
No I answer time and time again
But everyday I wonder why
These feelings seem to come back in
I push them out I push them away
They try to rul me to conquer all
I fight them off everyday
But everyday I begin to fall
Further and further I can't fight no more
I'm becoming weak I'm giving in
The blood drips down I fall to the floor
Is that really how I want my life to end...