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by SoupErHereOh Oct 17, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
Have you ever sat awake at night Becuase he was always on your mind? Have you ever sat and thought That true love, you did find? Have you ever wondered Why it was you he chose? Have you ever been so speechless that you can\'t Do anything but smile when he gave you a rose? Have you ever thought this was perfect The moments you\'d share until the end? Have you ever thought- this is who I\'m marrying He is my best friend? Have you ever sat And daydreamed while you were at school? Aren\'t you so in love with him, You\'re blinded like a fool You\'d do anything for him Go across the world and back You\'d say a million \"I Love You\"s But it\'s his love you lack... You love him so much But he loves her..not you Have you ever sat and cried Because you don\'t know what to do Have you ever thought \"This is the end of my life\" Just because he was with her You thought it was best to use a knife? The next day at school He walks up to you You look down ashamed You didn\'t know what to say or do He grabs for your hand But you step back He looks at you curiously You think \"did I really just do that?\" He whispers quietly in your ear \"I love you, not her..its you I wish to have\" You feel your heart fly Finally, movies, kissing, and all that jazz Years go by and you get married You have a baby You\'re happy as ever He\'s your man, and you\'re his lady Your child had grown up now And she\'s having a baby of her own The only thing is.. She\'s all alone Her boyfriend left her When he found out He didn\'t want to be a father And his mistake, has to be paid out. Your daughter is all alone With a young child to raise What ever happened to abstience? Everything you taught her is a daze. You think your granchild is a mistake And you\'re angry with your own You tell her she\'s so stupid For doing this alone 5 years pass by And the little baby you said was a mistake Is the one that helps you With every step you take You were in an accident And your daughter died You were serverly damaged And your granddaughter..she fought and cried She remembers everything That you\'ve always said But she put it away in her mind You think she\'s so beautiful now, as you carress her small head She\'s no longer a mistake She\'s your very best friend What would you do if you were in this position? Would you take her life to an end? I don\'t think you should What would you do without that little girl? She means the world to you now You\'d do anything, you\'d give her the world That little girl, is all you have left She\'s the one that you are closest to You do everything together You love her, and she loves you That little girl is all grown up She\'s getting married soon And you\'ve repaired, you can walk You\'re awake one night looking at the moon The girl walks in And gives you a hug Everything you\'ve ever felt about her Is sent up above She says \"thank you For everything you\'ve done for me You\'ve made my life so much better I was able to live happily Even after momma died In the crash You kept me here with you And made my life a smash! I never knew That I could have so much fun You showed me to be me And not put out for anyone I can tell you\'re slowly leaving And I wish that you would stay You mean the world to me And I have one last thing to stay\" While the girl\'s grandmother Slowly closed her eyes \"I love you\" said the girl Her grandmother passed away, this was no surprise At the funeral, the girl was oh so sad She didn\'t know what she\'d do Her grandmother was all she had She remembered the last words \"I love you\" The girl got married And had a few kids She tells them stories about their great grandmother All the laughter, and all the skits Her kids think it\'s really funny They all laugh at great-grandmother\'s jokes Little did they know How mommy could barely cope So if this ever happens Remember what I said You never know when those you love Can instantly wind up dead