Feeling of pain

I have this feeling
Everyday its there
Feeling of pain
And feeling of despair

This pain in my chest
Is from so many things
From every time you hurt me
More and more pain it brings

I try to hold it in
And act like its all okay
Until I start to think about
Going threw the very next day

I wish I could tell you everything
But somehow I cant decide
What it is I want to say
With all the tears I cried

I have found someone new
And it seems you have done the same
But every time I am with him
I am thinking of your name

Why do I still want you so much
And whats this feeling of
How do we know if it is a lie
Or if it is true love

Its been so long
Sense we've been together
I cant help these thoughts
Of us forever

But I know that it will be there
I can not shake this pain
So now I will stop trying
And this hurt will always remain