Stupid me

I hoped that you would call,
to make sure i was okay,
but i just expected to much,
too much from us all

its all my fault, i messed up,
just like every other time,
now just catch the tears,
watch it grow full in the cup,

i loved you, and you loved me,
just like everyone else,
you loved them too didn't you,
now what is to become of me?

i told you how stupid i am
but you didn't listen,
you used to be a good listener,
but theres no more point of "i can"

I'm just stupid that way,
always have been and always will be,
don't try to see it in any other point of view,
because now I'm not okay

oh well you'll get over it,
like you did last time,
when you were almost too late,
and you know what, next time, I'll end the fit...

because after i won't be here,
and it will be good for everyone,
especially you,
and you won't have pathetic things to hear