That something...

There's just something about you
that makes me love you so
but what that something is
i honestly don't know

we're suppossed to be like "brother and sister"
not anything more
but still i try so hard
i don't know what for

no matter how much i try
no matter what i do
no matter how much i care
it doesn't matter to you

you always love somebody else
and you always were a tease
you always led me on
and had me crawling back on my knees

i try to stop all this
i try to stop loving you
i try to hate you instead
this causes me so much pain, you have no clue

this is why we argue
this is why we fight
this is why my heart hurts
each and everynight

but i still love you
and this is just because
its because that of something
only if i knew what that something was...

--by josh