I don't know why he loves me
when I am so cruel.
I don't deserve someone so sweet.
I love him so much
but he could do better,
than someone like me.
But I can't let him go
He's who i want to be with.
To kiss and hold in the mornings.
To tell him things he'll never hear from any one else.
But I do mean things.
I love cuddleing with him,
but some times he's to close.
I lost it all to him because he was the one.
I want to see him happy.
Happier than he'll be with me.
We're two different people trying to make something work.
We argue all the time and don't get along.
I get so jealous and point the negative things out.
But when I'm with him
It's just me and him,
the world is empty and time stops.
I want time to hold and stay,
maybe than we'll be together forever
and never let go.
I don't know what to say to him
to make things better.
Because...
there is nothing wrong.
It's just me!
I'm scared to be in love
even though I am.
I don't want to be tied down.
I want to explore.
But to find someone like him is so hard to find,
that I don't what to let it slip and fade away.
but there is someone else,
some girl that could make him so happy he wont remember me.
But to see my love
in love with someone else is the last thing I'd want to see.
But if he's happy and she is his love,
than thats all that matters.
But I want to hold on a little longer,
this loves to great to let in the past.
so I'll hold on til time starts to fade away
and I see my love is not happy
than I'll let him go
and watch as he fades
away in to a past that will always remain.
