F-ck her to death

I have pain in my heart
That will never go away
I will never pass her test
I will always feel shame

She tells me she cares
While thinking of a hospital to put me in
She tells me shes proud
While yelling because i dissapointed her

I have become sick
With hate and Depression
She telling me she wants me to be happy
Then saying im a horrible person
Worthless, hateful, cold, unfit

I try not to listen, but she gets in my head
She makes me feel like im nothing
A speck on her life that takes to much and gives nothing back

If only i could tell her
To f-ck herself to death

I hate her with a passion
I will never be good enough
I hate her, i hate my mother
F-ck her to death