I love u ? wtf

You say you love me,
But sum how everything I tell u, she seems to know.
To what degree,
Do u think its right ?

When I open up,
To tell you how I feel,
Its like a death cup
Waiting for my body to pour inside,

How I feel when I see you and her,
Is enough to make me sick
When its u and her,
Are you’s playing tricks?

Tricks on my mind,
Making me crazy,
Crazy to think you actually can say
I love you, if I good unwind
The pain you’ve put me through
I would see I would be beta off