Wish I

Wish i could be so strong and brave
Wish i could stand tall above your grave
Wish i could go one day without a tear
Wish i could live for another year
Wish i could say i was perfect
Wish i could but I'm daddy's little defect
Wish i could be so pretty and good
Wish i could die as i know i should
Wish i could let you see
Wish you'd understand what it's like to be me
Wish i could survive another day
Wish i could kill myself in every possible way
Wish i could shed a tear and break down and cry
I wish one day that i will die.