Battle

This never ending battle with loneliness
It's leaving me lifeless
I ask for forgiveness
I guess I have more than emptiness

What a mess I'm in
Where shall I begin
Just when I thought I was winnin'
I was losin'

But it's nothing new
All I have left are the few
That took and flew
Just when I thought I knew

The phone is ringing
It's mom screaming
Cursing and yelling
Yes, she's been drinking

Here we go once again
Let this fight begin
She knows I cannot win
Get it done and let her in