Thankful

Time for a change, my voice implied
As my bleak words reached suicide
The needle was tolerant I felt no pain
But my ruthless tears they fell like rain

My consciousness fading from all of the strain
Of broken hearts, wounds and your deathly cocaine
To smile with meanings my only wish
From dusk till dawn Ive been drunk on your kiss

Tell me are you ashamed of what Ive become?
Still now I'm stagnant you known youve won
I'm dead to this battle, I'm Fortunate to lose
Rather than partake in a love I cant chose

So I'm falling asleep, and I doubt Ill wake
Dignities lacking, But for you Ill fake
Ill say my goodbyes in a gratified tone
And be thankful now, that im on my own