Would they

Am i worth anything; To anyone
Would the world notice; If i was gone?

If they pull up my sleeve; And just look
Would they turn away; Would they give a F U C K?

If they saw; Every cut on my wrist
Would they ask why; Or ignore that they exist?

If they heard me scream and cry
Would they hold me close; Or watch me die

If they saw me cry at night; My blood tears
Would they open there heart; Or let me face my fears

If they saw the letters in my note pad
Would they hold my hand; Or just get mad?

If i hung myself; High so every one could see
Would they cut me down; Or just stare at me?

If i jumped of a building; Hit the ground
Would they help me up; Or walk around

If they found me in my own blood; Dieing quietly
Would they help me breathe; Or be silent?

If they found me drowning in a bath; Would the pull me to the top
Would they tell me its okay; And put it to a stop

If they found me taking an overdose
Would they call an ambulance; Or give me a dieing rose

If they saw me slit my throat; Gasping for air
Would they stand and laugh; Or would they care

If they found me with a bullet in my head
Would they hold me and cry; Or just forget? I'm dead?

If i starved myself till i was to skinny to walk
Would they give me some food; Or behind my back talk

If i shouted; Out for help; Would they hear
Or would they ignore my screams; Just wished i disappear

If i held there hand; As i slowly cry
Would they even notice; I wanted to die

Will my Mom; Stop the drinking and the rest
Would she continue; Me being gone for the best

Would my Dad stop beating; everything else to
Would he pick me up; Or laugh at what I'm going threw

Would my friends; Listen to what i have to say
Would they tell me I'm alright; O she'll be here another day

The knife only hear my calls
And only that helps me; When i slowly fall

Because to myself; It seems like its the only one
And even the knife wants me gone

So when I'm gone; Will they answer all of this
Or will they just go; I'm another on Gods list

Now I'm nearly gone; Forever i say good-bye
Will any one noticed; That long ago... i actually died?

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