Why?

Why do I bother?
Why do I even try?
Why do I do this?
Live my life a lie

Why do I hurt so much?
Why don't you care?
Why do I wish
that you were near

Why do I cut?
Why do I love the pain?
Why when I get my knife
Do I think of you again

Why when we were together
Why did I stay?
Why did I give you my heart
When I knew you'll break it anyway?

Why did I let you?
Why did you hurt me?
Why did you drink?
Why couldn't you just let me be?

Why did I love you?
Why did you lie?
Why can't I get over you?
The way you've hurt me I want to die!?!