What do I need to do to fix myself?
I don't feel like I need help,
But I can't make the pain go away by myself
I don't want medicine,
But they think chemicals are the answer
I feel like a nobody,
Probably because no one cares
I might end up going back into my lair,
The little place in my mind where everything is okay.
Stop Pushing Me!
I will talk when I am ready,
Until then you will have to wait.
But one thing I will never talk about,
Are my innermost feelings.
Those will kept locked up,
For as long as possible.
If it kills me then so be it.
I like the way I deal with things,
But people say it is not positive,
And then they ridicule me.
This might end up in something bad,
If it doesn't then I guess I am lucky,
For now I am still thinking of an escape.
They don't know how to help me,
But that is a good thing,
Because it gives me time for me to help myself
BUT THE PAIN NEVER GOES AWAY!!
