Go away

I am sick and tired of you people
Why don't you all just go home?
Let me blame myself,
And let me ponder upon all of my mistakes,

I don't want to talk,
I want to be alone.
I don't seem to care any more.
I feel like all the things that I needed
Are now no longer needed.

As I lay here tonight,
I wonder about why you keep coming around.
I want to be left alone,
But you don't respect me,
And my decision to blame myself.
They pretend to be my friends,
But they are really rabid fiends.

I think about my past,
And the pain I have gone through,
All of the battles,
Back and forth.
To the brink of death and back.