My mind is haunted
My mind awaits death
I go to sleep content
Yet I wake upset
When I wake I wish
That I died yesterday
Ive cried enough to wash
Wash my face in tears
You didnt understand why
But I dont understand either
My head always hurts
And I always want to die
Yet I cant stand the pain
The endurance to die
If only I had a gun
Sometimes ill be on a high
But takes a second to change
My state of mind changes
I have an urge to drive
A blade into my wrists
And cause my life to cease
They say my mind is poisoned
I think that I have clarity
I hate this life, myself
And I wont be saved
So please dont try
I cant help her anymore
I cant help myself
I want it to end now
And let it be done with
While im alive I want isolation
When I die I want cremation
After I die I want to be forgotten
I wish someone would help me die
Ive wanted it for so long
