I wish

I really wish you understood the pain I'm feeling tonight. i wish you understood how i could just give up without a fight. i wish tomorrow would come and i could see you without a tear in my eye. i wish i could wake up everyday not wishing to die

i wish everything was perfect, with friends, family and you. i wish i could stop cutting because i feel like a fool. i wish i wasn't fat so i wouldn't get called names. i wish i could just live life like all of my other friends..Sane

i wish you could remember all the whispers and secrets you told. making me feel like i was so much more precious and important than i was told. i wish that i could go back in time and stop the fight. that way you could still be my sparkling, strong knight.

i wish that wishes came true and dreams were real. because in my dreams, wishes and fantasy's i love the way i feel