Too Much

I'm lost in pain as I sit and think about my past life. I think of all the hurt and ask God why.

I've been through enough to drive a person insane. I've ran out of options as I bring the razor closer to my vein.

I think of what it would be like to erase the pain. I try hard to think but whose to blame.

I've had to put up with love and that hurt the worst. I thought I found the right girl she was my first.

I caught her with a friend while I was at work. She told me she loved and me and I would never hurt.

D a m n that b i t c h to h e l l she lied through her teeth. By the way my best friends name was Keith.

That's not all I won't stop there. Try loving your dad while he's pulling your mom's hair.

Every night they'd fight I wanted it to end. I felt so alone in the world I was without a friend.

I tried to put up with it thinking it would all go away. But the struggles got harder and harder with each passing day.

People say they would understand but they had no idea. I had so much to deal with like anger and fear.

I thought I could handle all my strife but look where its got me ready to take my life. If I could find what would make my stay here I stay without a doubt. But a life goes just as easily as it comes and time is running out